You May Now Begin to Panic
I graduate tomorrow.
....
....
....
Waiting for it to hit me.
Here it comes....
Ready...
BOOM!
Noo!! *runs in circles* You can't make me! I won't go!
But I want to go. It'll be exciting. New places, new friends, new things in general.
But I don't want to! Must leave old friends, family, boyfriend...
*runs in circles some more*
*gnaws on arm*
That about sums up my thoughts. Excited, yet scared. Proud of myself for graduating (with distinction at that), but depressed that I have to leave. Will we all really keep in touch? I don't want to lose all of the friends I have. I love my friends. Can a long-distance relationship work? Without one of us going insane? (That one probably being me.) The song I'm listening to isn't helping at all. Aerosmith's I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing.
Lalalalala....
I don't know. Maybe it will be great, and everything will work out. We'll all stay friends, visit each other, not drift away.
I'm going to cry tomorrow at graduation. I know I will. I'll try really hard not to, and to hide it. I almost cried at Melby's retirement party, the band banquet, during lang today when Niemi gave her final advice and such to us. Or maybe I won't cry until grad blast. But that will be fun. I'll put all of the depressing thoughts away until I get home. Must look happy in public.
All of my family will be there. Mostly. One sister may not be able to get off work in time. She'll try. She'll probably be late. Trying to organize all of the siblings is obnoxious. None of them ever answer their bloody phones. I should probably go try Shane again...
Or maybe I'll go stand in the rain. Wait, it stopped raining. I can roll in a puddle. Kind of close. Or maybe hide under my bed, in the closet, in Canada...
....
....
....
Waiting for it to hit me.
Here it comes....
Ready...
BOOM!
Noo!! *runs in circles* You can't make me! I won't go!
But I want to go. It'll be exciting. New places, new friends, new things in general.
But I don't want to! Must leave old friends, family, boyfriend...
*runs in circles some more*
*gnaws on arm*
That about sums up my thoughts. Excited, yet scared. Proud of myself for graduating (with distinction at that), but depressed that I have to leave. Will we all really keep in touch? I don't want to lose all of the friends I have. I love my friends. Can a long-distance relationship work? Without one of us going insane? (That one probably being me.) The song I'm listening to isn't helping at all. Aerosmith's I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing.
Lalalalala....
I don't know. Maybe it will be great, and everything will work out. We'll all stay friends, visit each other, not drift away.
I'm going to cry tomorrow at graduation. I know I will. I'll try really hard not to, and to hide it. I almost cried at Melby's retirement party, the band banquet, during lang today when Niemi gave her final advice and such to us. Or maybe I won't cry until grad blast. But that will be fun. I'll put all of the depressing thoughts away until I get home. Must look happy in public.
All of my family will be there. Mostly. One sister may not be able to get off work in time. She'll try. She'll probably be late. Trying to organize all of the siblings is obnoxious. None of them ever answer their bloody phones. I should probably go try Shane again...
Or maybe I'll go stand in the rain. Wait, it stopped raining. I can roll in a puddle. Kind of close. Or maybe hide under my bed, in the closet, in Canada...
posted by Shelty @ 5:07 PM
6 Comments:
At 7:09 PM,
brocen said…
Don't hide. Come out an Embrace the graduating. This will be a time you remember for years to come. Your friends will always be your friends. Even if you don't see them again. Sometimes fate does control us. If you see your friends again it was meant to be. Remember you'll always have people that love and care for you. Sara, Amanda, Jessica. All these people will continue to talk to. All these people will remember you. Yes it is hard for two of those to lose you, but... I don't want that to come off all preachy, what with fate and what not. Just remember to have a good time tomorrow, and splash in the puddles today.
By the way... I love that song. Here's a message only three people get: I promise you that Logan is wrong in the good way.
At 9:10 PM,
gregariousmime said…
*hug*
At 8:09 PM,
Amanda said…
that song is evil. stupid aerosmith.
At 8:11 PM,
Amanda said…
ok, I hate to ask a stupid question but, who is brocen. Am I just stupid or slow or justified in asking.
At 8:13 PM,
Shelty said…
It's a good song.
And Brocen is Pat.
At 10:11 PM,
gregariousmime said…
Who did you THINK the supportive romanticky messages were coming from, Manda? Her St. Cloud boyfriend would never reference Logan, anyway. :P And the Minneapolis Boyfriend? Not even. He's so sk8r-boi.
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